Relationship. Pretty true. Pretty sad.

Relationship. Pretty true. Pretty real. Pretty sad. Sometimes i feel so anxious, over-excited about relationship. But sometimes the idea of tied down with someone slash having a relationship with someone, scares the hell out of me. Having the idea that someone comes into my life, and getting too close into my life, scares me. but…

When is my turn??

Tring. Begitu suara BlackBerry gw berbunyi menandakan ada notifikasi baru di account Facebook gw. Begitu dibuka isinya undangan pernikahan temen kuliah. Sebenarnya ngga begitu temen deket sih cuma kan jaman sekarang ya, jaman ngundang kondangan bukan pake kode asap lagi tapi udah via Facebook, BlackBerry Messenger, dll ga heran kalo yg dateng tamunya ngelebihin jatah…

could’ve been love..or not

(photo from here ) Last Saturday I went to his wedding. At first, I felt like I was sooo ready enough to come to his wedding. And especially, in the morning I just got my teeth pulled out of my mouth and it caused me A.LOT.OF.PAIN. yes. And it successfully distract me from the thoughts…

Hello to 2012

today is officialy first day of January 2012. means, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. I actually hate to spend my new year’s eve outside the house, i mean like other normal young people who hang out with their friends or going to new year party. well in fact, i’m really not into it. i would rather…

one awful day

i’ve just signed up for new social media account, named Heello. and it’s kinda similar with twitter, but since i’m a social media freak, so i signed up for one. and to greet me, that Heello said “share your life”, so, here i go, instead of sharing my life for only 140 characters in Heello,…

words left unsaid

“i want to tell you that i know and admit that i feel the same. but i can’t. not yet.”

another broken heart moment

Another broken heart moment. I never thought that i had a heart until i felt a hiperventilasi suddenly attacked me. Hiperventilasi is a condition where the heart doesn’t beat for a second. Well, in a daily conversation i call it “mencelos”. You know, the feeling that you get when you ride Kora-Kora in Dufan or…

unplanned revenge

Have you ever been hurt by someone? Really hurtful that you need to get revenge so you can forgive and forget what they did to you? Well, I have. And it felt really hurtful. I wish I could get a revenge for him. But since I’m not really good on doing something bad, I mean…

quotes of the day

“Maybe some women aren’t meant to be tamed. Maybe they need to run free until they find someone just as wild to run with.” -Carrie Bradshaw- “Sometimes love can come and passes you by, while you’re busy making plans. suddenly hits you and the you realize, it’s out of your hand.” – Beyonce, Ave maria-